April 2009
5 posts
I want to be
A Vampire
A Princess
A World Traveler
A Singer
A Dancer
A Professional Soccer Player
A Gymnast
A Genius
A Straight A Student
An Actress
I want to be so many cool things. Why oh why must I be good at nothing. Sigh, Such is life.
Summer
Please come faster.
March 2009
37 posts
Lost
The world spins and changes continuously, leaving me lost in the chaos that results.
FML
F my life.
When someone discovers the off switch to the brain, lemme know.
Biology
Every poisonous creature on this planet has a Batesian Mimic. One day I will learn every single one.
Accio Invisibility Cloak
Ahora.
Death has it out for me
I have almost been run over and turned into road pizza three times in the past two days.
Coyote Ugly
“The Right Kind Of Wrong” I know all about, Yea about your reputation And now it’s bound to be a heartbreak situation But I can’t help it if I’m helpless Every time that I’m where you are You walk in and my strength walks out the door Say my name and I can’t fight it any more Oh I know, I should go But I need your touch just too damn much Loving you, That...
Memories That Smell Like Gasoline by David...
declasse:
Sometimes I come to hate people because they can’t see where I am. I’ve gone empty, completely empty and all they see is the visual form: my arms and legs, my face, my height and posture, the sounds that come from my throat. But I’m fucking empty. The person I was just one year ago no longer exists, drifts spinning slowly into the ether somewhere way back there. I’m a Xerox of my former...
Lolita Excerpt
I leaf again and again through these miserable memories, and keep asking myself, was it then, in the glitter of that remote summer, that the rift in my life began; or was my excessive desire for that child only the first evidence of an inherent singularity? When I try to analyze my own cravings, motives, actions and so forth, I surrender to a sort of retrospective imagination which feeds the...
Registration
Terrible fiasco.
Creepy Facts from the internets
1) Only one woman has ever been executed in Queensland, Australia and this may be why… in 1886, Ellen Thompson was hanged for murder but the drop was too long. Her neck tore and she profusely bled out in front of all witnesses. 2) Speaking of Oz, Tasmania used to be a prison state so between 1826-1827, more than 103 people were hanged. 3) England is the mother of torture as far as history...
Stuck in My Head
Go on and close the curtains cause all we need is candle light You and me and a bottle of wine going to hold you tonight Well we know I’m going away and how I wish, I wish it weren’t so So take this wine and drink with me let’s delay our misery Save tonight and fight the break of dawn Come tomorrow tomorrow I’ll be gone Save tonight and fight the break of dawn Come...
FOOD ATTACK
I can’t stop eating today. If I consume any more food, my body will asplode. Sadly, I still keep eating.
sigh
Two Favorites in One
When I feel bad about myself, I love to read fmylife.com
I also love harry potter. This is what I found on fmylife today
Today, I was going to a Harry Potter convention since I love the books so much. On my drive there I got lost, and it only got worse when my car broke down. Since I forgot my cell phone I decided to try and hitch a ride. I stood on the side of a road for two hours dressed like...
Oh Harry Potter, how you take over my life.
I have recently noticed just how much of an impact Harry Potter has over my life. I asked someone if they were in cruciating pain. It NOT ONCE occurred to me that the actual word was EXcruciating. I was even asked if I had really meant to say cruciating. Even then it still did not occur to me that it was wrong.
Blast you cruciatis curse.
School Return
Today would have been the day that I rolled out of bed and went to my two morning classes at 8 and 9. It would have been the day that I got two awful tests back. It would have been the day that I learned how to do my homework that is due later. Each of these lovely things could have happened….
had I not felt that sleeping was more important.
Adolph Hitler
“If you win you need not explain.. but if you lose, you should not be there to explain”
Scary man
Go Plath Yourself
A Life by Sylvia PlathTouch it: it won’t shrink like an eyeball, This egg-shaped bailiwick, clear as a tear. Here’s yesterday, last year —- Palm-spear and lily distinct as flora in the vast Windless threadwork of a tapestry. Flick the glass with your fingernail: It will ping like a Chinese chime in the slightest air stir Though nobody in there looks up or bothers to answer. The...
Remember it’s a sin to kill a mockingbird.” That was the only time I ever heard Atticus say it was a sin to do something, and I asked Miss Maudie about it. “Your father’s right,” she said. “Mockingbirds don’t do one thing but make music for us to enjoy … but sing their hearts out for us. That’s why it’s a sin to kill a mockingbird.”
— To Kill a Mockingbird
As you see it it is, while the seeing lasts, dark nightmare-history, time-as-coffin; but where the water was rigid there will be fish, and men will survive on their flesh till spring. It’s coming, my brother… . Though you murder the world, transmogrify life into I and it, strong searching roots will crack your cave and rain will cleanse it: The world will burn green, sperm build again.”
— Grendel
